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Friday, June 15, 2007
Personal Angel
After so many rounds,it was clear. The sunlight resurfacing after a period of thunderstorm. I could feel the warmth, but it is not from outside, it is from inside, deep down in my heart. This feeling, words can't be string together to describe it.
At my darkest moments, you appeared, quietly giving me the strength again.'If it is not for you, I will still be sleeping, despaired thinking that there is only darkness in life'. Watching you drifting further away from me, it broke an already vulnerable heart, it made me lose hope in everything, I thought the best way was to run away. But I knew I was just living in self deception, no way I could escape. It seemed like the wind is just not on my side,blowing me further and further away, leaving me with no other means to open up to life again.
Now, I feel there is so much to live for, the least for myself, but one big part is for you. I am giving every bit of energy, just hoping to love you one day more. A small palm but there is so much warmth in it, so much strength, reassuring me each time. It feels so comfortable, such a blessing, I can't help but to hold on longer each time, to hold tighter with every step. With every step, I put a bit more faith into us, every step is a moment to treasure.
'The dream I dare not dream, through your eyes, I then see that it is just in front of me'. You were a dream, something not real, something faraway, even in the mornings, under the cheerful sunlight, I dare not look into your eyes for fear that I will send myself to a never ending plunge. A series of confusion, a period of painful waiting, a period of guessing, a period of concealing my feelings, it was something I went through. End of it, the circles straightened out, no more of this living hell, it became the sweetest thing in this world. No one can replace you in this world, 5 years was painfully long, after so long, it was still you, there is no chance of it being a mistake.
There will be no more of me in distress, because I know for sure, my personal angel will be there. By my side, giving me confidence, making me believe in myself again. I lean on boldly each time, but was never turned away. Your words of eternity, thank you for that, it was something I want to hear....forever. If there is one wish in this world, I will wish for you to be happy forever, because the joy and happiness you offered, I can't ever repay.
Keep it safe and sound, because something that keeps me alive has been given to you.
8:05 AM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Twinkle Little Stars
There is so much to live for. To look at the stars with you once more will be my motivation to live another day. Stars will never be just a bright and faraway object anymore because I see someone else. The stars are alive now, because I have learnt to communicate with them. It makes wishes kept in the darkest corners of your heart come true.
It will stay there forever, just not obvious at times, after the rain has landed, it will be lighting up the quiet night again. Keep that faith because that star would forever be there.
9:46 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
A walk engrave my memories deeper each time. Since some time back, not long ago, I have become more reliant than ever. So now, there are so much to hope for. Resisting, I stopped, moving on further, I continue.
Anyway, to everyone taking the Os next week, GOOD LUCK.
7:16 AM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Unbelievable.
Remembered where I started off from, remembered the chances I let it slip by, remembered how painful it felt. An unbelievable turn, it was too fast and sudden really. I have never been this bold, but somehow I had my lost courage.
Many times I had wanted to give up but you came and change my world now. I am somewhere I have never been, now I see what love means. It is so unbelievable till now, I don't wanna let it go forever won't ever walk away, shall make heaven's time for us as long.
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
1:13 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
The Feeling Of Missing.
As you pass by that pathway, recollection of memories make you wonder why you are feeling that way. Everything starts to play, won't have time to ponder, soon you will force a bittersweet smile. Missing you, it never leaves me and I can never control it. No matter how hard I try to resist, it never work. Soaked up by this feeling, the first time in my life, it was something new. There are no limits, it seems to go on forever. At the darkest abyss of my heart, the quietest corner of my mind, it seem to be you filling them up.
Everything of you seems perfect, time never seem enough, it feels as if heaven was out to play a joke on us. Giving us that bit of time, when we have so much to say, so much to do, say I am greedy, but I will strive for more. If fate doesn't allow it, I will twist it around, had put my blood,soul and heart into this, it will be different, I can't promise but i will try. Imagining the worst, I will forbid myself but with all my heart and soul, shall lead the path to eternity. Hope you believe in me as we walk along. Will just hold on tightly and will vow to never let go, believe in that is all I ask for.
8:34 AM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Way Back Into Fate From Heaven.
So, there comes the end of going in rounds. A new beginning, a new chapter, a new life. An extraordinary gift from heaven, I will treasure with my palms tightly closed. A surprise that was not even dreamt of, it was someone so special. I will give it all for us. You have it all, the heart that was given a long time ago will remain with you till fate give up on us.
5:29 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
Wishing well sparkling with magic
After going many never-ending rounds, everything seem to have come to a standstill. The feeling came and exploded. Just want to hold on really tightly so that I will never lose it.
It seems so easy to click together, there are so much to talk about and the feeling of missing lingers even before leaving. I want to stop the clock at times and make time standstill, because the future is never certain.
More than many times, I have leaned boldly for support, never being turned away, it touched my heart. Giving me something more than I expect each time and a new lease of life. After 4 years of missing out, I found what love is. Feeling happy is a rare candy for me, but somehow today I found lots of them.
7:06 AM
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