Friday, September 29, 2006
How much that boy likes you!
Liking someone is when he thinks of her almost everytime when he is alone. Liking someone is when he would spend hours daydreaming about him and possibly her. Liking someone is when he feels so empty the moment she leaves him. Liking someone is when he wouldn't mind doing anything for her. Liking someone is when he will stare into space,and see her smile lighting up the sky. Thats how much that boy like you... Still in his first few uncertain steps, walking so carefully hoping that he dosen't slip and fall so that he would never lose sight of that shadow in front of him.
Still thinking and praying hard that one day, our world can be pieced into one!
4:37 AM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
A good question???
One day I suddenly asked myself this: Why do I like you? I thought for a few days without arriving with an answer. Until now I still can't figure out why you are so special? Maybe it is just yourself that is so special in some way, I really don't know.
Your hair swaying in the breeze, your face so emotionless, and your eyes always so busy as if you are thinking of something. You just leave this silly guy speechless almost everytime and his heart always skip a beat when you are somewhere near.
You are still stuck in my mind, just making me even crazier over you each day!
7:12 AM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Mr ACT BIG!
So what if you've got authority in this school? You think you can make use of this special powers as and when you like? So you think that you can make life diffcult for anyone that you don't like?
Let me tell you this, whatever more workload you give me, do you think I will just admit defeat? Do you think that by doing this you can show off your authority? I know you don't like me, hopefully not for personal reasons but whatever reasons I don't care! To tell you this, I am not really scared if you are really out to make it difficult for me, I've got friends to help me through this phase, friends who are willing to offer advices, these are people who can make a difference in my life, not YOU! So if you, Mr ACT BIG, think that you can break me down, I suggest you think again because you also have to break down my friends too. And if you really got the right points, confront me and talk to me face to face! Not just behind my back!
If you really want others to respect you, you should learn to respect others first. If any tips I can kindly offer you that is to stop putting on airs man! You only mingle around with people of your standard, don't you find that a bit loser? What about the rest, is not just about the running of this thing, it is also the bonds between the people involved that are important! Think by the strength of this few people you have supporting you, you can make this whole thing work? Think again! You will need everyone to be working for you, not just you and yourself. Maybe you think differently, I really don't know but all I can say is that not many people are willing to think like you and in order for you to be successful, you can either convince others to think like how you do, or is time you start accepting other people's views.
I remembered the moment you walked away, when someone who was maybe not your "standard" was trying to give his views and all you said was "I am out of here" or something like that at least. That shows your personality, that you are the kind that just want people to listen to you, you want to take charge of everything!You think you can judge others by the way they behave, of course people can do the same too! It is high time you stop the screwing up and make this thing a better one...
6:34 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Dedicated to one of my closest friend!
The smile you just can't forget, the love that you just had to keep on believing. We are the same in many ways including this so maybe I understand best how you feel now. I pray for you that one day you will find your way out of this mess and be the happy, jovial self that you once were. I hope you will have the guts to face up and deal with it strongly. But be rest assured, you've got a friend that will help you all the way. And I am dead sure that the others will help you too. Stay strong always please...
You are still stuck in my mind, cant forget you forever!
2:10 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
The fusion of that simplicity yet playful face is something that I will never ever forget. The way you walked to the way you smiled, I can imgaine me and you together, maybe one day. Everytime I stare into space, that face never fails to appear. Your face without make-up, yet I have fallen wildly in love with. Your smile light up my world and your laughter liven my world. Something which I can never ever in this lifetime forget.
I saw one thing last night, something that distracted me the whole night and that is the photo. Thoughts collided together in the right place and I finally got the complete picture of the whole thing. After months of thinking and thinking, maybe it is time I understand the fact that this not even competition anymore, it is a choice that you have already made up, I will try but I will dissappear very slowly soon
when you have made yourself clear.
I could see how compatible you guys are actually snd that I am the real loser in this whole thing, partly beacuse I still can't pluck up my courage to confess. Things that require courage to deal with are things that you have to make decisions and a wrong move means there is no turning back. The happiness in your faces I could see clearly and I know deep down that I have just lost out by that one step. I don't really know what to do or is there even anything that I can do.
Why must it always be like this? Even my closest of friends is also in the plight as me.WHY??? Is it really fated to be like this or is it that I did not take my opportunities well? Maybe one day when you find out, you will never talk to me again, I can't predict yet and I don't really care. But if I were to give up on you, it will be because I love you too much. But that's when I am convinced that he loves you more than I do, only then that I can bring myself to walk away. But be convinced that this very flame will burn and provide the warmth you need now and always.
Still stuck in my mind, now and always....
11:31 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
This unfair world
Why must this world be so unfair? Why can't everyone be the the same? Where there is no one better or worse than each other? Why are some people so good in many ways? While others have to suffer in silence and pain?
If everyone is suffering together, then suffering would not be suffering or if everyone is just the same, where no one is suffering then the world would definitely be a better place to live in. If I had one wish now, I would wish for the sufferings of this world to dissappear entirely. I hoped that one day, I can make this world a place without sufferings.
Still stuck in my mind,you, I hoped that you would always be happy please!
6:15 AM
Why must this world be so unfair? Why can't everyone be the the same? Where there is no one better or worse than each other? Why are some people so good in many ways? While others have to suffer from all kinds of sufferings in this world?
If everyone is suffering together, then suffering would not be suffering or if everyone is just the same, where no one is suffering then the world would definitely be a better place to live in. If I had one wish now, I would wish for the sufferings of this world to dissappear entirely. I hoped that one day, I can make this world a place without sufferings.
Still stuck in my mind,you, I hoped that you would always be happy please!
6:15 AM
