Thursday, October 12, 2006
The key in my life
It was at this very moment that I felt really scared. When I just realised that my life picture is in your hands. Still hanging in mid-air by the thin thread that you hold, I am very scared that one day you will decide to break this very thread and let me plunge downwards into that bottomless pit where I can no longer come back up.
I realised that you were the one all along, the one that kept me going and I am so scared that one day I might just have to take this dreadful plunge, I am still not mentally prepared. It was you that I had the courage to face the things that I have never thought I would be able to do it. I will walk with you to the very end, let's just not contemplate too much but just continue walking. Let me continue living in this fantasy cause I never want to come back to reality. The burning candle in your heart will continue forever, keeping you warm forever so long as you continously put in those memories that we share.
5:35 PM