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Friday, October 20, 2006
No more of me being lonely
I have discovered that my fear now is to be alone. I don't like eating alone or walking in the dark alone, with only my shadow beside me. This kind of lonliness is what I am afraid most of.
That day, was one of the rare days where I actually had lots of fun. Hanging out with this friend whom I have known since Secondary One, the full of crap and jovial self of him finally revealed after a long long time. Suddenly we were back to before, our lost carefree days.
We did the usual stuff, played pool but he had to so randomly ask me, "Wee kang do you erm ****?". I stared at him in surprise and before I could react he said you "Master ********".(All those who are my close friends will know what I am talking about). It was not long before we both burst out in laughter. So we continued our usual stuff and it was not long before we saw 2 girls holding hands. We stared at them for awhile before looking at each other playfully, both of us were thinking about the same thing. But sadly, we both hesitated and could not go on to make fun of them by also holding hands and walking beside them. Stupid girls! Jokes came and both us ended laughing so much that we were holding on to our stomachs. "Free abs training".
Such happy days are hard to come by, but it was really stupid and fun that day. Though you ask me to say what I want to say quickly,there are just too many stumbling blocks in front of me. Give me more time till I straighten out everything maybe one day it might just work out. Never thought that I still keep my lost courage with me,really want to ask again, will you wait or leave?
The sky can never be blue again without your smile, the ocean would have never been beautiful if I were to be admiring it alone. The temperature in my body would be freezing cold, with me freezing slowly on the inside if you are not around to give me that bit of warmth. The mundane world is intoxicated, the years of being slightly drunken,I use no regrets to carve a stone tablet for my eternal love to you.
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