Monday, November 06, 2006
I Have Realised
To this time, I am still the same, the loneliness of the night makes people sad easily. The moonlight which becomes bright head on, pulls the shadows long, slowly walking down the street without any destination. Long before, I have once heard a lot about love affairs, they don't have results but only leave the tinge of emotion if a hurt person. It made me deliberately avoid it, solely because I didn't dare believe in love. You treated me well sincerely, unexpectedly making me feel surprised each time, making me give out cheers.
Took me long but I finally got it all mapped out, took courage but I finally did it, took me time but I had the patience. I will stop daydreaming. Still believing that fantansies can be real, still living in deception, it's time I use my own hands to create my own world of fantasy. This beautiful world I know for sure, there will be no troubles, no worries just my own fantansies. This world will be created just for you. If love is deception, I won't mind being decepted a million times, so long as there will be that one out of a million which is true, that bit of pain, I am willing to bear. Things have not been spoken, the whole world nearly understands what that is and I get out of the way smiling embarrassingly. Being an idiot once is enough but courage sometimes just won't obey when you need it.
If today, I am going to lose all I have in front of my eyes, I don't care if I've got nothing left because only you can't be replaced. You are everything in my life.
11:47 PM