Friday, November 17, 2006
Still Fantasy
Lights lighting up the dark streets, I will walk there. Cause it is my fantasy, nothing can ever stop me. I will say those words of blessing out loud, I will make it memorable and sweet. The light breeze, orange sky at evening, I will walk along, quietly observing every single detail making sure I remember them deeply. The beautiful picture I've got it all in mind. I can imagine so clearly that somehow I have started on my daydreaming syndrome.
The outcome I will never know, but I can't care much. A broken soldier inside, I am hollow but I am still alive and walking. So long as fate allows it, the end won't be so soon. It is a painting in my mind now, so beautiful to me and I can't help but to think of it every single moment.
But fantasy will always be fantasy, there must be an end. But going through it is good enough for me, I won't be affected much by it, but that doesn't mean that I will forget and plunge down into darkness. I saw hope at the bottom and that led me to climb upwards but if I am going to fall again because of my foolishness, I will take the plunge with no remorse. I am determined.
2:30 AM
