Living a life now because you made it.
Monday, March 12, 2007
Wishing well sparkling with magic
After going many never-ending rounds, everything seem to have come to a standstill. The feeling came and exploded. Just want to hold on really tightly so that I will never lose it.
It seems so easy to click together, there are so much to talk about and the feeling of missing lingers even before leaving. I want to stop the clock at times and make time standstill, because the future is never certain.
More than many times, I have leaned boldly for support, never being turned away, it touched my heart. Giving me something more than I expect each time and a new lease of life. After 4 years of missing out, I found what love is. Feeling happy is a rare candy for me, but somehow today I found lots of them.
7:06 AM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Just a moment of rest.
Often you hear that in order to succeed, you must have perseverance. You will apply this important life lesson that you learnt maybe for the 1st, 2nd and 3rd time that you face problems or failures. But what if the failures you encounter is never ending? Will you still practice what you preach others? We are all humans, where emotions will always take control of us in many things, our tolerance have a limit. It is made worse when the happiness you receive out of everything is just this mere bit, you long for something more but yet you dare not ask for more, lest you lose everything.
The limit is already broken, I am on the verge of giving up, it feels hopeless. I am tired, frustrated and is already losing sight of what is in front of me. It feels that I am not there enough, it feels that I am leaning on for too much support, it is unfair. If I wear out, so will you. I have no right, no cause to do this, still feeling guilty at times, I don't know what to do when I face a problem. My body is weakening, there is only so much I can withstand. Hide your troubles behind a smile, laugh with the others because that's the best way to make others not see through your troubles. Have no more hopes because they break you, have no more dreams because they make you fall.
5:37 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
TEAM MATE(20 men in a team, all with a common goal)
Magical word, TEAM. If we stand together as a TEAM, we will get by I believe. Forget about yesterday's game where we have been helpless, where passes just won't string, where telepathy between us was demolished, where we were outsmarted, outplayed, where our confidence was shattered, we have to find it back together as a TEAM.
Make it count for everything, I am struggling to recover my scattered confidence, don't make me lose it anymore. Dare to dream because that's the start of everything. Won't think of the results but I want to feel the spirit and the unity because that is the only way to help me. I have this few hours left, will really focus.
12:01 AM
Friday, March 02, 2007
I have the biggest dream ever but is afraid of failing. I am afraid that disappointment look for me. I am tired, beaten and worn out. Persevering, I want to finish this effort after 4 years, I don't want to leave the luscious green with my head hanging low.
Take life for granted and fate will make you pay, through every struggle, there must be hope in front. Treasure all that you have, every single person that is around you. Cause there might be a time where they will leave you forever. Hold on close to you, never take their precious time with you for granted.
Cheer up if you feel you have been wronged, get through this day bravely because I will be there with you.
6:23 AM
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