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Friday, June 15, 2007
Personal Angel
After so many rounds,it was clear. The sunlight resurfacing after a period of thunderstorm. I could feel the warmth, but it is not from outside, it is from inside, deep down in my heart. This feeling, words can't be string together to describe it.
At my darkest moments, you appeared, quietly giving me the strength again.'If it is not for you, I will still be sleeping, despaired thinking that there is only darkness in life'. Watching you drifting further away from me, it broke an already vulnerable heart, it made me lose hope in everything, I thought the best way was to run away. But I knew I was just living in self deception, no way I could escape. It seemed like the wind is just not on my side,blowing me further and further away, leaving me with no other means to open up to life again.
Now, I feel there is so much to live for, the least for myself, but one big part is for you. I am giving every bit of energy, just hoping to love you one day more. A small palm but there is so much warmth in it, so much strength, reassuring me each time. It feels so comfortable, such a blessing, I can't help but to hold on longer each time, to hold tighter with every step. With every step, I put a bit more faith into us, every step is a moment to treasure.
'The dream I dare not dream, through your eyes, I then see that it is just in front of me'. You were a dream, something not real, something faraway, even in the mornings, under the cheerful sunlight, I dare not look into your eyes for fear that I will send myself to a never ending plunge. A series of confusion, a period of painful waiting, a period of guessing, a period of concealing my feelings, it was something I went through. End of it, the circles straightened out, no more of this living hell, it became the sweetest thing in this world. No one can replace you in this world, 5 years was painfully long, after so long, it was still you, there is no chance of it being a mistake.
There will be no more of me in distress, because I know for sure, my personal angel will be there. By my side, giving me confidence, making me believe in myself again. I lean on boldly each time, but was never turned away. Your words of eternity, thank you for that, it was something I want to hear....forever. If there is one wish in this world, I will wish for you to be happy forever, because the joy and happiness you offered, I can't ever repay.
Keep it safe and sound, because something that keeps me alive has been given to you.
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